Feeling Blue

Well here it is. The end of another year. I am so tired but I can't quite quit it just yet. I am so discontent sometimes I wish I could just sleep and dream forever, instead of waking up to the reality that I live. My kids are keeping me motivated but I feel like nothing and it is harder to keep up the front. I guess I am just writing to let it out. I guess I will feel better later. Untill we meet again...